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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 1, 2008, 2:30 AM
  • Listening to: Porcupine Tree
  • Reading: Trevor's Tricks
  • Watching: Videos of Chechnya
  • Playing: Guitar Hero 3
  • Drinking: BAWLS
Long time no see everyone,

Well, it seems as though it's been quite some time since this dragon last updated his journal, or anything on his page for that fact.

Well, I've been crazy busy with school lately and have just recently become fed up with it. Got an ulcer and quite a bit of anxiety from it all >.=.< I think that I'm going to be leaving MS&T and heading back to Oklahoma for school down there. I don't want to have to do it really, but it would be a lot better than the physical strain I'm taking up here.

I've got an airsoft match coming up on the 3rd so hopefully I'll get some money from it, and get to finally have a good fun time. I'll have to give my Maruzin L96 a real good cleaning though. It's been shooting kind of funky lately >.=.< I'm also going to be bring one of my friends from college home with me to play in the match. It seems as though I'm getting quite a few of my friends here into the sport ^.=.^

That's it for most of my news. I am however still waiting to get my dragon fursuit from Joecifur >.=.< He ended up getting some problems with other suits and got backed up quite a bit. I'm really anxious about getting it in the next few months though ^.=.^ I'm also going to be heading over to Furry Weekend Atlanta in less than two weeks, which is going to be some awesome fun! ^.=.^

Well my Comrades, that's all I've got for you today, hopefully I may even get some new artwork up sometime. Well, if I can ever get some inspiration going and get it done ^.=.^;;


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Misstakes

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 9, 2007, 11:09 PM
  • Listening to: Russian Red Army Choir
  • Reading: World War Z
  • Watching: Videos of Chechnya
  • Playing: Guitar Hero 2
  • Drinking: BAWLS
Misstakes are terrible, and can bring bad out comes from great situations. I feel I made the worst mistake of my life a few months ago... Iknow some one probably hates me for t, and every second I've been quiet since then. Alll I have to say is that I'm sorry... I can't believe how much I've fucked up... I've lost the only one I want, fuck.


Anyone reading this can just ignor it, it's a rant, and not meant for all.

Quick Update

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 12, 2007, 7:26 PM
  • Listening to: Russian Red Army Choir
  • Reading: World War Z
  • Watching: Videos of Chechnya
  • Playing: Guitar Hero 2
  • Drinking: BAWLS
I know that this is a rather quick update to my journal, but oh well. Ok, first, school seems to be going ok right now, I've had quite a bit of homework for classes lately. I actually had my calculus done yesterday so don't have to worry about that tonight, I do however have quite abit of physics work tonight.

The airsoft stuff seems to be going well right now, and we've pretty much got everything running smoothly. We pretty much have all of the main rules figured out and I think we will be working out the scenario packets shortly so that might take a bit of work. We had a work day out in the field last Saturday and got quite a few sandbags filled, though we still have a long way to go before we are ready for the invasion. We should be having a match this coming Sunday, and should also be getting a backhoe out.

I've been kind of down today due to some new developments though. Since last March we have been in a legal battle with the oil company Conoco Phillips. They offered us money to build a pipeline across our pasture and we turned it down, which in turn they attempted to use emintae domain on us. Because we live on Indian land they couldn't do this, thus the legal battle continued. They sent us documents telling us that they were taking us to court on Saturday and their only reason for it was that we were hindering them from completing their pipleline thus costing them large amounts of money in fees. The only reason they took us to court was because they were losing money, losing it because we were trying to protect our land and keep them off of it. In turn for trying to keep our land, we in turn were the ones taken to court. Wow... Capitalism... Today I found out that we lost our court battle against the oil company, so I havn't been feeling to very bright. They will be able to build their pipeline across our property and we legally can't do anything about it. We lost because even though every argument we had against them was valid, and they committed several illegal acts, the state of Oklahoma has statutes in place which protect the oil companies, so we couldn't do a thing about it. The only break we got was that we will not have to pay any of the legal fees of us or Conoco Phillips, and we will not have to compensate them for any money they lost while they couldn't build on our property (which was about $6,000,000 or about $25,000 a day).

Ok, so, well, that's whats been going on. Schools ok, airsoft is going ok, but this pipeline stuff is just going all wrong right now. Also, with this pipeline I don't know if we will be able to hold our Invasion airsoft match which close to 200 people have been looking forward to. I just don't know how the construction is going to affect things right now.


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Stuff and 3000 Page Views

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 5, 2007, 10:35 PM
  • Listening to: Russian Red Army Choir
  • Reading: World War Z
  • Watching: Videos of Chechnya
  • Playing: Guitar Hero 2
  • Drinking: BAWLS
Well, it's been a little while since my last journal was made, and quite a few things have occured. First of all l'll update you all with what's going on with our big airsoft event in April.

Well, We've figured out most of the rules for the event now, and have figured out the Oklahoma's chain of command. Things seem to have gotten less hectec now and we seem to be getting everything under control (which helps me out alot) We had an officer meeting at the local BB Airsoft store to disscuss what is going on and things are looking up, well, not from a financial stand point, but from all others, it seems well. Now, don't go taking me for a Capitalist, it's just, no one can live being broke. I don't care if I make any money off of this thing, I just don't want to end up in debt from it.

Ok now onto another, probably biggest and best thing which has occured! Ok, so I've been talking with a good friend for a while, and have been getting very attached to him. I finally got the courage to ask him out recently and he said yes! ^.=.^ Well, since that occured, I've been pretty happy and can't keep him off my mind (you know who you are ^.=.^) I'm not going to say who it is because I don't know if he just wants me blurting it out to everyone or not, so I won't to be safe. Ok anyways, The main reason I'm hoping to get some money soon is so that I can take a trip to visit him as soon as I can ^.=.^ He's about 8 hours away, but I don't care, he's just great, and well worth the trip a million times over ^.=.^

What else must I inform all of my comrades upon? I know I havn't gotten much art done lately but I really havn't had the time to do much, infact, I should be working on a big lit project right now which is worth 500 points and due in the morning >.=.> Well, I guess I have done one pic, but I don't know if who I drew it for want's me to post it up or not, again I'd rather leave it off till I'm sure ^.=.^ What else to say? Well, school has been... well, school like always. I've been getting hit left and right with Calculus and Lit, but I seem to be pushing through somehow. Oh! Another thing, I guess I finally got the courage to tell my mom that I'm bi, yeah, that was akward and stomach renching moment x.=.x I have also told her about my new boyfriend, but havn't said much. I'm glad she knows though, that helps relive even more stress from me.

Well, I guess that that's all the main stuff that's going on in my life right now, well besides some stuff that's going on legally between us and an oil company, but that is a whole other long rant which could end up with a few explatives being stated so I'll leave that out for now. Well comrades, thank you for reading, I know I don't post up to many of these. Oh, and if I happen to know someone which is reading this in RL (you all know who you are as well) You should know that, I havn't told anyone that knows me all of this personal info before and I just ask that you keep it under wraps, thanks. Your all my comrades and my friends, and I wish you all the best of luck, thanks for listening ^.=.^


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Oh, the joy >.=.>

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 17, 2007, 12:25 PM
  • Listening to: Russian Red Army Choir
  • Reading: World War Z
  • Watching: Videos of Chechnya
  • Playing: Guitar Hero 2
  • Drinking: BAWLS
Well, looks like it could be a very long few months ahead >.=.<

As some of you may know I own and run an airsoft field here in Broken Arrow, Oklahoma. Last year we held an airsoft operation called the Invasion of Oklahoma. Basically our Oklahoman forces joined with conscript forces from Arkansas to fight invading forces from Kansas, Missouri, Nebraska, Illinois, ect. We had an astounding 121 players out at the match and besides a few administration problems we had a great event.

The problem is this year >.=.> We are going to host a second invasion this year and have just started with getting all of the planning ready. We already have a date set for 4-27-07 which isn't giving me much time at all >.=.< We still need to finish our new entrenched fire base, which means we need to get a large backhoe out here again, which means I need to find about $380. After we get the second half of the system dug, we'll need to figure out the drainage system, then we've got 6,000 sand bags which need to be filled and placed. After we've got those steps done I'll need sure up the walls and roof it. We will then be able to cover the roof back over with plastic sheeting and dirt. There is also a 10ft tall tower which needs to be built and placed in the middle of the firebase. This means that we will also have to buy wood for the walls, roof, and tower along with some plastic sheeting.

There's also the problem with getting the new armerments we need. We will need to buy a mortar for the mortar pit in the firebase, and we are going to get about 50 toe-poper land mines. We will need to get all of this from the guys in KC (Kansas City) which means I'll be taking another nice long road trip up there.

Right now "we" (as in I have had no say in this as of yet) are speculating that the match will cost $10 per person to attened. There has also been talk of getting some food for all those in attendance, something we did at another op we held a few months ago. The food costs nearly $5 dollars a plate which would be half of the income right there. We would also get drinks which is another chunk of change. I need to get a new solid OD uniform since I will be on administration as well. It also seems as though we will need to purchase unit patches and region tapes for our troops.

And now for administartion problems. We must make sure that all of our forces have the correct green camoflouge, unit patches, region patches, obide by all OK and KA rules and regulations, have the proper saftey goggles, are armed correctly, and above all are well organized.We have a specific command structure for this event and we (Ok forces) must choose who will be in what positions.

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Company Commander:

1st Platoon Leader:
Commissar:
1st Squad Leader:
2nd Squad Leader:
3rd Squad Leader:
4th Squad Leader:
2nd Platoon Leader:
Commissar:
1st Squad Leader:
2nd Squad Leader:
3rd Squad Leader:
4th Squad Leader:

**Held in reserve for potential 3rd platoon:**

3rd Platoon Leader:
Commissar:
1st Squad:
2nd Squad:
3rd Squad:
4th Squad:

HQ section:
S4:
TO:
S3:
1st Scout (Section leader):
2nd Scout (Section leader):

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I'm going to have to quickly find people for the positions, but I don't even know who is, as of yet, even going to attened the op. We don't have nearly as many well trained members in the OK area as do the invading forces though hopefully we will get some help from our friends to the South, but if Texas is against us, I feel there is no hope.

Well besides the financial and administrative hell I am about to encounter I must now throw my school classes into the mix (something I have had plenty of stress with alone) I'll need to keep up with my AP Lit, AP Physics C, AP Calc AB, AP Calc BC, and my Civil and Architectural Engineering class at Tulsa Technology Center. Oh wait, I forgot! I'm also already in debt $250 from I prior transaction in Oct. which I was not properly informed about, and another $200 from a trip I had to make up to Kansas City in my Deuce and a half to get those previously mention 6,000 sand bags! Oh the joy! I can feel the insanity, stress, and ulceres coming on already >.=.<

Well, I guess that I'm done with this rant. Oh yeah, I'm so very screwed now. I'll probably be having problems with this till after the match so you can just ignor any of my further cries of pain >.=.>



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